5. You from five years ago had nothing on present-you.
Every time I look back just a few years I have this smile on my face. I look at the socially awkward past-Vincent, the guy just trying to figure life out. Then I say, wow, I was a doofus!
Guess what? A few years ago when I did the same retrospection I thought the same thing to myself. Every time you look back you sort of cringe and wonder how you were so _______.
Imagine five years from now. You’re going to change so much (hopefully for the better) and you’ll realize you’ve grown a lot.
Okay, so now I'm stuck with this chesty cold/flu thing and I'm not happy one bit. But then I read this article from Vincent Nyguen and my faith is restored. Me, five years ago, was a struggling mess. A job I had come to hate, a wife that was falling down the hole of addiction and alcoholism, feeling overwhelmed and drinking too much alcohol to smooth out the rough edges. There were a lot of rough edges.
Today, I am grateful to say, I am sober, I have jettisoned that job, my life is simpler and more serene, and I am happily single. I guess I hit my bottom somewhere in there, though I couldn't describe the moment. It was more like an accumulation of moments. Crappy moments. I am grateful to my ex-wife who supported me in my decision to retire early. That was a life-saver. And I'm grateful now to have a small but lovely place to live, good food to nourish my body, all the basics taken care of.
I am grateful for my therapist, who is also a Buddhist Lama, and who gently sets me straight when needs be. I am grateful for the friends I have surrounding me, playing with me, walking with me through this life.
There is much to be grateful for, and I am. And to think this morning started out with me feeling a tad sorry for myself, what with my lingering cold and all. Pish Posh.
|Helen Keller and Sir Thomas|
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